Originally Posted by JensenS

I'm undeleting and reopening the thread for now.

If people have civil and intelligent conversation to make then it will stay open, if you all want to keep insulting each other and calling each other names I'll delete it again, this time permanently.

I'll quit posting on the board again...... nobody cares and I have lost faith in humanity in any event.

I'd prefer you didn't, but if thats what you feel like you need to do.

I am no longer able to play nice.

If you stop for a second and look around I think you'll find that incorrect.

Doesn't matter - I am ruined. Hyertensive (210-224 blood pressure), with truly ugly collesteral counts. Basically I am doomed. A walking stroke or heart attack. Sort of like a cat running across the street; not dead quite yet, but it is just a short matter of time.

I'm sorry to hear that

Hopefully when you are almost 50 you won't feel the same.

Scott I just hit 50 (and empty nest in the same weekend), and it's not so bad. I hope you can find something in your world that's worthwhile and enjoyable. Your stress is showing, I'm sure you know that, but for your sake and Reni's that you get your health in check and will be around for a long time.