If you get bored check out the baseball Free agent tracker by ESPN-scroll down to Aaron Rowland -a mediocre centerfielder -then when you see he signed a 5 year contract for $60,000,000.00., you will either have to laugh or cry -i laughed -a lifetime .270 hitter with 108 home runs in 7 seasons -I thought i was worthless !!! how does this man live with himself ? $12,000,000.00 a year , for a real kick check out Andruw jones .
Being on disability you really start to doubt the worth of your existence -i feel so much better -give it a try .